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Monday, January 24, 2011 8:16:30 PM

hi Ton,
sinamok sah ko ha..
medyo seryoso ni kay medyo sensitive ni gamay.

mama will be celebrating her birthday this feb13. yes, hapit na.
last year, nagpromise ko sa akong kaugalingon that i would come out to my mom before mahuman 2010
so i have planned to tell her the truth. but then it didn't happen kay naay mga nahitabo sa balay nga unexpected.
i got upset kay nawala ko sa eksena...then dili ko ganahan madungagan konsimisyon ni mama.

these past weeks i've been contemplating again nga it's time na gyud. feel like i have to tell it to her the soonest, and probably later na lang akong mga igsoon..para matabangan pud ko ni mama ug pagpasabot sa ila if ever.

what do you think ton should i do?.. mag-joke2 kaya ko nga nakaburos ko ayha dyon nako siya sultihan?..or maybe magdrama ko nga i found out adopted son (ahem, daughter) ra diay ko nila? but seriously, magdinner-out kaya mi noh? gusto ko kami lang mag-sturya.

im really anxious ryt now about the intent..
naa man koy mga ideas in mind pero i need some advise. 
don't worry, this is off the record. huna-hunaa lang gud nag-advice ka sa imo barkada. i really need inputs right now kay basin naa pa koy wala naconsider. will I able to tell her before her birthday?. well, hopefully.

she has to know na. i may not be able to tell everyone but my family has to know.
yet, dili pa ko confident how she would react...
shett. another kulba moment na pud ni.

i would really appreciate if you guys could impart some more inputs
and considerations. my advance pasalamat sa supporta.



Sunday, April 24, 2011 6:40:29 AM

hala sir ben! sorry karon lang jud ko ka reply ani..sorry jud kau!. :( 

dawbe? musta man? nasulti na nimo sir sa imo mama? ok ra na sir oi. miski right time or wrong timing imo pag.amin isa ra japon ang reaction nila. .though siguro sa sugod mailang pa pro madugay na masanay ug madawat na man daun na nila..pareho jud sa ako sir, i thought laki kaayo ka kay murag ga pang diskarte ka ky maam Julia..dili man diay, close lang jud diay mo niya..hehehe...

for me sir Ben, in reality, walay right time or wrong time sa mga situations na pareho ana sa imo. it depends nana how the person will accept it.. time heals sir ben, time heals.

and kabalo ko and sure ko na madawat nah sa imo mama ....  :D

God Bless sir! :)



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2 komento:

  1. This is cute :) I wish I would have the courage to come out to everyone even if it means having to face some consequences. Financially I am just not ready for that.

    TumugonBurahin
  2. hi Simon. also our friendship was. but somewhere along the way it didnt lasted longer than i expected, he freaked out the moment i tried inviting him on a date! i hoped and failed. lol

    yet i totally understand him being str8. pero di ko pa rin napigilan ang sarili to "expect" (malandi kasi eh!)haha.

    btw, thanks 4ur comment. regards.

    TumugonBurahin